how will Indonesia improve?

You say it's nice in other countries 'cause it's clean but you yourselves never keep Indonesia clean - preserving rubbishes.

You say you hate traffic jams in Indonesia but you yourselves never be discipline while driving - preserving jams.

You say Indonesia is corrupted but you yourselves bribe officers - preserving corruption.

You say Indonesia's officers have no quality but when they try to improve you say they're looking for their own benefits - keeping it out of quality.

You say our airlines is bad but when they try to improve you yourselves don't help them - keeping it bad.

You say it's embarrassing that Indonesia's cultural diversity were stolen but you yourselves feel embarrassed when you "wear" those Indonesia's identities - keeping it stolen.

You say Indonesia is bad but you yourselves never try to fix it - keeping it bad.

You say Indonesia loses from other countries but you yourselves never try to improve this country - keeping it retarded.




So, how will Indonesia improve?

the world would be better without...

I saw Leo listing 5 things that will make the world be a better place if they don't exist in Facebook.

As usual, it made me think again..

the world would be a better place without:
1. hates
2. wars
3. conflicts
4. rich and poor
5. humans' ego


The world will definitely be a better place without them. all PEACE XD

2 good days in 2 bad weeks

Hmmmpphh!! After writing about my bad days - I feel I just wanna see my good days.


At least, I have two good days among those suck days.

First, I cooked for my friends. Finally, after dreaming about it - I cooked. Grilled Honey Chicken and Buffalo Wings. Tho it was not that good since I cooked the Buffalo Wings too fast. But the Grilled Honey Chicken wasn't bad, tho :P


And then.... Tata's birthday. We made an "attack" (her dad's vocab) at 7 in the morning - while she was sleeping :P I like her face when she just got up and clapped her hands - sooo round and funny with her sleepy narrow eyes :P At night, I went to her party with Niji and Jai who had stayed in my home at the night before.



When we got home we drank some liquor. And unfortunately, I was drunk and got a hangover in the morning and made my day bad again >.<>

urgh!!

These last two weeks suck. It was so stressful, tiring, emotional and hateful.

Bad math quiz, dealing with numbers a whole day, conflicts, hateful days, bad decision from my friend, messed up plans, and so on....

But, seriously! I could hardly get a peaceful day!



I've been trying not to hate anyone before. Until someone annoying, provocative, hypocrite, and sucks came up - starting all the troubles. Since then, hates everyday. Not just to that person - but also many other people. I become emotional and easily angry.

I lost my moods. I didn't have any mood to study - unlike the year before. I didn't have any mood to write - something that I like before. I didn't even have any mood to read.



My days are all messed up. I slept like at one in the morning and wake up at six - arrive at school like five minutes or even less before the bell rings. Even I was almost late this morning - a few seconds got into the gate before the bell rang. I used to wake up at 5.20 and arrive at school at 6.30. But I think I can't do that anymore. I lose my schedule.



Shoot! I feel so bad. I want peace in me. hmmmpphh.. I wish I could XD

living with others.

yes you have to be yourself.
but you're not alone in this world.
billions different people are trying to be themselves.

just like holes on a paper covering a window.
each hole has its own picture.

yet, they can make a whole picture of the window - since they still have similarities.




we somehow have to be similar to unite - to make one whole picture - in our differences.

again.

making distance
just because of "gossips".

FUCK!!!

discover the world

I realized something new about myself yesterday - when I was writing my wishes for Kezia in her birthday party. In the letter, I wrote "discover the world".

I never realized before, that I always say that thing. Each time people asked me what's my dream or when I am giving wishes to someone. That words will always come up. I just realized how much I love that words.

Discover the world. It really means a lot for me. That what my dream is. It is not just about visiting different countries and places. But it is also enjoying and blending myself to the world itself, learning new cultures in places I get to, making new friends to the citizens, and learn a lot of new things from my trip in discovering the world.