urgh!!

These last two weeks suck. It was so stressful, tiring, emotional and hateful.

Bad math quiz, dealing with numbers a whole day, conflicts, hateful days, bad decision from my friend, messed up plans, and so on....

But, seriously! I could hardly get a peaceful day!



I've been trying not to hate anyone before. Until someone annoying, provocative, hypocrite, and sucks came up - starting all the troubles. Since then, hates everyday. Not just to that person - but also many other people. I become emotional and easily angry.

I lost my moods. I didn't have any mood to study - unlike the year before. I didn't have any mood to write - something that I like before. I didn't even have any mood to read.



My days are all messed up. I slept like at one in the morning and wake up at six - arrive at school like five minutes or even less before the bell rings. Even I was almost late this morning - a few seconds got into the gate before the bell rang. I used to wake up at 5.20 and arrive at school at 6.30. But I think I can't do that anymore. I lose my schedule.



Shoot! I feel so bad. I want peace in me. hmmmpphh.. I wish I could XD