like the flowing river

be like the flowing river.
silent in the night.
be not afraid of the dark.
if there are stars in the sky,
reflect them back.
if there are clouds in the sky,
remember, clouds, like the river, are water.
so, gladly reflect them too,
in your own tranquil depths.

~manuel bandeira

Saturday, January 2, 2010

my only resolution for 2010

people made their own resolution lists for 2010. lots of things. so did i, years ago. i used to make my own resolutions. like how i wanted to be more diligent, love my parents more, more discipline, and so on. but i never make it anymore since like 2 or 3 years ago.

i think it will be just useless. i never did my resolutions. it always ended up the same that i didn't care about my lists.

soo... for this year, i'll just set up a real target, one target that i should achieve no matter what. 'cos it's a dead deal: ACCEPTED BY ITB FOR INDUSTRIAL DESIGN.

i HAVE to or else i'll have no where to go. it's my only bid. if i'm not accepted, then i'll jobless. i won't go to school for a year and for the following years since i'll lose my mood for school. soo.. i have to be accepted no matter what! huff..

it's not an easy deal. going to ITB is just like going to UI. freakin hard! and so.. just like my other friends who want to get into UI, they take a tutorial. so do i. but unfortunately, my tutor is in Bandung. consequently, i gotta go to Bandung every saturday to have tutorial. he's my only great teacher. he is one of the best lecturer in ITB, have lots of experience with designs, lots of connections. he gives me tricks and tips.


so.. i just have to endure bout this for 3 months. forget all the hangouts on saturdays. go to bandung and have the tutorials. do the test. and ACCEPTED.

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