my special 18th.

Tata just came up in front of my house this afternoon with a box of sushi and.. a shoes box. I asked her what was that and she said: "your birthday present!".. she left after I thanked her and her mom. It's what I longed. haha.


I think this year is my best birthday. Though it's quite late posting about my birthday - but, really, I love my birthday :P

Unlike my friends who got extra pocket money, or anything they want when they got good 8s and 9s on their report card. I used to with accepting no present or gift at all on special days; my birthdays, christmas, or any other day when I achieved something good. I didn't even celebrate it with my friends like in restaurants or what.

So, this 18th birthday of mine, was something really special. I didn't expect any birthday presents. All I needed was my closest friends.

That's why I celebrated it with my closest friends, and, what made it special was I GOT PRESENTS. and all is what I craved for so long. haha. I got a green architecture book. I've been wanting it for years I just couldn't buy it because I had no money. Adidas sport cloth that is so damn comfortable and cool. And Puma shoes. What I wanted and I needed for months. hahaha.


I was just so grateful. This year's gonna be great! :D

thanks guys :)

strawberry swing - coldplay

They were sitting
They were sitting on the strawberry swing
Every moment was so precious

They were sitting
They were talking under strawberry swing
Everybody was for fighting
Wouldn't wanna waste a thing

Cold, cold water bring me round
Now my feet won't touch the ground
Cold, cold water what ya say?
When it's such…
It's such a perfect day
It's such a perfect day

I remember
We were walking up to strawberry swing
I can't wait until the morning
Wouldn't wanna change a thing

People moving all the time
Inside a perfectly straight line
Don't you wanna curve away?
When it's such…
It's such a perfect day
It's such a perfect day

Now the sky could be blue
I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time

Could be blue
I don’t mind
Without you it’s a waste of time

Could be blue,
Could be grey
Without you I’m just miles away

Could be blue
I don’t mind
Without you it’s a waste of time

my only resolution for 2010

people made their own resolution lists for 2010. lots of things. so did i, years ago. i used to make my own resolutions. like how i wanted to be more diligent, love my parents more, more discipline, and so on. but i never make it anymore since like 2 or 3 years ago.

i think it will be just useless. i never did my resolutions. it always ended up the same that i didn't care about my lists.

soo... for this year, i'll just set up a real target, one target that i should achieve no matter what. 'cos it's a dead deal: ACCEPTED BY ITB FOR INDUSTRIAL DESIGN.

i HAVE to or else i'll have no where to go. it's my only bid. if i'm not accepted, then i'll jobless. i won't go to school for a year and for the following years since i'll lose my mood for school. soo.. i have to be accepted no matter what! huff..

it's not an easy deal. going to ITB is just like going to UI. freakin hard! and so.. just like my other friends who want to get into UI, they take a tutorial. so do i. but unfortunately, my tutor is in Bandung. consequently, i gotta go to Bandung every saturday to have tutorial. he's my only great teacher. he is one of the best lecturer in ITB, have lots of experience with designs, lots of connections. he gives me tricks and tips.


so.. i just have to endure bout this for 3 months. forget all the hangouts on saturdays. go to bandung and have the tutorials. do the test. and ACCEPTED.