there's one second right there, in your life, that blinds you and it changes your life - your whole life.
Friday, October 29, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
the old-school romance is much more beautiful than how most people love (or like) each other today.
we won't be able to feel the real sensation of falling in love if we easily and keep changing the person we admire. once we know he/she doesn't has no feeling for us then we leave him/her without giving any struggle to catch the person.
or straightforwardly showing our feeling like a maniac saying his/her name like every one minute at social-networking sites, at our books, or our table.
i think i love the way how people keep secret the one they have a crush on from people, especially from the one they admire. i love the way how people trying to get the heart whom they love slowly, secretly, mysteriously. i mean, it's just the sensation right there i love, the feeling like your chest gonna explode, biting your lip when you fail with the approach, trying to get closer without wanting the person to know that you fall in love with him/her.
we won't be able to feel the real sensation of falling in love if we easily and keep changing the person we admire. once we know he/she doesn't has no feeling for us then we leave him/her without giving any struggle to catch the person.
or straightforwardly showing our feeling like a maniac saying his/her name like every one minute at social-networking sites, at our books, or our table.
i think i love the way how people keep secret the one they have a crush on from people, especially from the one they admire. i love the way how people trying to get the heart whom they love slowly, secretly, mysteriously. i mean, it's just the sensation right there i love, the feeling like your chest gonna explode, biting your lip when you fail with the approach, trying to get closer without wanting the person to know that you fall in love with him/her.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
the anti-social me
alright. it's been a month i study here in Itenas and everything goes pretty well i can say. since the first week and i was pretty stressed out for having no friends, now i've had pretty many of them - not so many, tho.
but, there's just one thing i find it hard to let go: the anti-social me. not a real anti-social, may be individualist is a better word to describe. i don't know why i feel like an anti-social. i spend most of my days alone. i work alone in my table while others chat and joke around. i go home alone while others hang out somewhere. i stay in my own room by myself while others gather and laugh a lot in the other room.
may be i'm too much an individualist? but i'm not that individualist. i hang out much with my friends back then in high school. or is it me that can't adapt and go along well with my new friends? may be.
but, there's just one thing i find it hard to let go: the anti-social me. not a real anti-social, may be individualist is a better word to describe. i don't know why i feel like an anti-social. i spend most of my days alone. i work alone in my table while others chat and joke around. i go home alone while others hang out somewhere. i stay in my own room by myself while others gather and laugh a lot in the other room.
may be i'm too much an individualist? but i'm not that individualist. i hang out much with my friends back then in high school. or is it me that can't adapt and go along well with my new friends? may be.
Monday, October 11, 2010
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